If you don't know who Zoella is: Her name is Zoe Sugg and she is a british youtuber and blogger. And the reason why I am writing a blog post about her is because she's one of the most important people in my life and she has come so far since the first time I watched her videos.
A couple of years ago I started to watch some people making funny videos on Youtube and after a while I found a girl's channel that had around 300.000 subscriber. I spent hours watching her videos because they made me so unbelievably happy even though I was the saddest I have ever been in my entire life. But that's another story. So I enjoyed watching her videos and I impatiently waited every week for her to upload a new one ( I still do it today haha ).
Around that time I startet to get panic attacks and feel uncomortable around beg crowds of people and it got worse every day. Someday I didn't even want to go out with my friends anymore. I started making up excuses and stayed at home in my room reading or watching TV.
But I new Zoe has the same problem which helped me to feel alot better and less alone. One day she uploaded a Video in which she told us to "Say Yes" to things even though we might not feel comfortable about it. After that I tried my best and I followed her advice. I told my closest friends about my anxiety and what they should do if I started to panic. And that was possibly the best desicion I have ever made.
From that day my life started to get better. Don't get me wrong, I've never been really depressed or anything but I think I was pretty close to it. I still have anxiety Problems today but I now know how to handle them and I have friends that support me. And that wouldn't have been possible without the help of Zoe.
Another reason why Zoe has changed my life is because she has inspired me in so many ways. My biggest dream is to start my own YouTube channel and to make people happy like Zoe made me happy. But to be honest with you I am way to insecure about myself for that. So I don't think I will do it. At least not until I am done with school. But she also inspired me to start my own blog because I love reading hers so much. Now I have something that I have built completely on my own and I have a place where I can share my thoughts and feelings .
But my life isn't the only one that has changed. Zoe has come so far. Of course not only because of me but because of how hard she works to make us happy every day. She's just released her own beauty products (which are called Zoella Beauty) and she also wrote her own book (Girl Online) which is coming out on the 25th of november. and I honestly can't wait to read it. She has now over 6 million subscriber on YouTube and she has won several awards. And she deserves every single one of them. She has worked so hard and helped so many people, including myself, and I am so proud of her even though I don't know her in person.
Zoe is such an amazing and beautiful human being and she is perfect in every single way. I couldn't be luckier to have her as an idol. I will always support her and I love her so much. And I hope that I could tell her all that and say thank you for changing my life.
Lots of love,
Becca xx
I did not make this post to promote her stuff. She obviously doesn't know about this post and I made it only because I wanted to.
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